Equanimity Tracker

Psychological stability · Event log
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Context
Reactivity & Stability
Reactivity Intensity5
1 = barely noticed · 10 = completely overwhelmed
Perceived Stability5
1 = completely destabilized · 10 = fully grounded
Recovery Time (mins)30
0 = immediate · 240 = 4+ hours to return to baseline
Rumination Duration (hrs)1
0 = no perseveration · 24 = consumed the entire day
Cognitive & Meta-awareness
Cognitive Flexibility5
1 = rigid, locked in one frame · 10 = fluid reframing
Catastrophizing3
1 = no worst-case ideation · 10 = consumed by it
Real-time Self-Awareness5
1 = only noticed in retrospect · 10 = observed in real time
Post-Event Insight5
1 = no understanding gained · 10 = deep integration
Somatic & Behavioral
Physical Arousal5
1 = body calm · 10 = intense tension, racing pulse
Impulse Control7
1 = acted impulsively · 10 = full behavioral restraint
Behavioral Response (select all that apply)
Approached Withdrew Sought support Isolated Verbal outburst Regulated breathing Reframed Distracted Journaled Meditated
Sleep & Baseline
Sleep Quality (prior night)6
1 = severe deprivation · 10 = fully restorative
Baseline Mood (pre-event)5
1 = depleted / low · 10 = centered / resourced
Anticipatory Anxiety3
1 = none · 10 = high dread before a known trigger
Notes
EQi
Reactivity Domain
Reactivity · Somatic · Impulse
Stability Domain
Stability · Baseline · Sleep
Recovery Domain
Recovery time · Rumination
Metacognitive Domain
Awareness · Insight · Flexibility · Catastrophizing
EQi Interpretation Guide
EQi RangeClassificationClinical Indication
85–100High EquanimityRobust stability; minimal intervention indicated
70–84Moderate-HighGenerally functional; targeted growth areas present
55–69ModerateInconsistent regulation; active skill-building appropriate
40–54Moderate-LowSignificant reactivity; foundational stability work indicated
0–39Low EquanimityDysregulation prominent; crisis assessment may be warranted
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Overview

Complete this form as soon as reasonably possible after a triggering event — ideally within a few hours while the experience is still accessible. Each scale has defined anchors in the sections below. When uncertain, trust your initial impression; consistency over time matters more than precision in any single entry.

Using the sliders: Each slider (the horizontal track with a circular thumb) represents a scale. Click and drag the circle left or right to set your rating. On a touchscreen, press and slide with your finger. The current value displays to the right of each label.

Note on terminology: EQi stands for Equanimity Index — a composite score of psychological stability and regulatory capacity. It is not Emotional Quotient (EQ).

Trigger Categories — Definitions

Select the category that best characterizes the primary source of activation. When multiple categories apply, choose the one most central to the event.

Relational
Triggered by interpersonal dynamics — conflict, rejection, criticism, abandonment, boundary violations, intimacy stress, or perceived betrayal. Includes family, romantic partners, friends, colleagues, or brief encounters where relational themes are activated.
Occupational
Triggered by work, career, or role-related stressors — performance pressure, feedback, deadlines, authority conflicts, workload, professional identity threats, or uncertainty about vocational direction or standing.
Existential
Triggered by confrontations with mortality, meaninglessness, freedom, identity, or isolation. Includes experiences activating questions about purpose, legacy, aging, loss, or one's place in a larger context. Often diffuse and hard to name in the moment.
Sensory / Environmental
Triggered by physical environment, sensory overload, noise, crowds, temperature, pain, or situational factors (traffic, chaos, disrupted routine). The external world is the primary stressor rather than relational or cognitive meaning assigned to it.
Financial
Triggered by money, economic security, debt, unexpected expenses, or income instability. Includes both acute financial events and chronic low-grade anxiety about financial standing or future security.
Health
Triggered by physical health concerns — symptoms, diagnoses, medical procedures, chronic illness management, or health-related fear. Also includes health anxiety activated by information or vicarious exposure (e.g., illness in someone close).
Internal / Intrapsychic
Triggered from within — intrusive thoughts, mood states, shame, self-criticism, remembered events, or internal conflict without a clear external catalyst. The activation originates inside the psyche rather than in response to a discrete external event.
Reactivity & Stability
Reactivity Intensity
The magnitude of your emotional, cognitive, or physiological activation in response to the trigger. This is about internal charge — not behavior. You can be highly reactive internally while appearing calm externally.
1 — barely noticed; no real activation
10 — completely overwhelmed; lost functioning
Perceived Stability
Your sense of remaining grounded during and after the event. Stability and reactivity can both be high simultaneously — you can feel a significant internal charge without losing your psychological ground. These are independent dimensions.
1 — completely destabilized; no ground
10 — fully grounded throughout
Recovery Time (minutes)
How long it took to return to a functional baseline after the event resolved. "Functional baseline" means you could re-engage normally — not that you had fully processed the experience emotionally.
0 — immediate; no disruption to functioning
240 — four or more hours
Rumination Duration (hours)
How long repetitive or perseverative thinking about the event continued after it was over. Distinguish from productive reflection — rumination is circular, unresolved mental replay that does not generate new understanding.
0 — no rumination whatsoever
24 — ruminated most of the day
Cognitive & Meta-awareness
Cognitive Flexibility
Your capacity to consider alternative perspectives or reframe the situation during or shortly after activation. Cognitive rigidity — "there is only one way to interpret this" — scores low, regardless of whether that interpretation is accurate.
1 — locked in one interpretation; unable to shift
10 — fluidly reframed; held multiple perspectives
Catastrophizing
The degree to which worst-case scenarios dominated your cognition during or after the event. Rate the presence and intensity of catastrophic ideation — not whether those fears were objectively reasonable.
1 — no catastrophic thinking present
10 — consumed by worst-case scenarios
Real-time Self-Awareness
Did you notice what was happening internally while it was happening? A high score means you had an observer perspective — you saw yourself being activated as it unfolded. This is the most developmentally significant variable in the tool.
1 — only noticed in retrospect, hours later
10 — observed your own activation in real time
Post-Event Insight
The quality of understanding gained from reflecting on this event — about yourself, your patterns, your triggers, or your responses. This is about integration, not merely intellectual analysis.
1 — no insight; it happened and passed
10 — deep self-knowledge gained; meaningfully integrated
Somatic & Behavioral
Physical Arousal
The degree of bodily activation: elevated heart rate, muscle tension, shallow breathing, gut response, heat, trembling, or similar somatic indicators. Rate the peak intensity during the event.
1 — body completely calm throughout
10 — intense, prolonged physical activation
Impulse Control
Your ability to maintain behavioral restraint while activated. High scores indicate you chose your response rather than reacted automatically — regardless of the internal charge level. The gap between internal state and behavioral expression is a key equanimity marker.
1 — acted impulsively without choosing
10 — full choice and restraint maintained
Contextual Items
Sleep Quality (prior night)
How restorative was your sleep the night before this event? Sleep quality is a significant moderating variable — it directly affects reactivity threshold, recovery speed, and cognitive flexibility under stress.
1 — severely sleep-deprived or no sleep
10 — fully rested; highly restorative sleep
Baseline Mood (pre-event)
Your psychological state immediately before the trigger occurred. A depleted or dysregulated baseline lowers your threshold for reactivity — this contextualizes the event's impact and helps distinguish trait from state.
1 — very low; depleted; already dysregulated
10 — centered; resourced; stable
Anticipatory Anxiety
If this trigger was foreseeable — a difficult conversation, a medical appointment, a known stressor — rate the anxiety that preceded the event. If the trigger was unexpected, rate this as 1. Scoring direction: this variable is inverted — higher anticipatory anxiety reduces the Stability domain score. It carries equal weight with the other three Stability variables.
1 — no anticipation; event was unexpected
10 — significant dread leading up to the event
EQi — Equanimity Index

A composite score from 0–100 derived from four weighted domains. Each domain normalizes its constituent variables before weighting. Higher scores uniformly indicate greater equanimity.

Domain Weights
DomainWeightRationale
Reactivity
30%
Primary observable indicator; most clinically immediate
Stability
25%
Reflects maintained ground during activation
Recovery
25%
Durability and return-to-baseline capacity
Metacognitive
20%
Leading indicator — predicts future trajectory
Variables & Scoring Direction
VariableDomainDirectionNotes
Reactivity IntensityReactivity↓ InvertedLower = higher EQi contribution
Physical ArousalReactivity↓ InvertedSomatic activation proxy
Impulse ControlReactivity↑ DirectBehavioral restraint during charge
Perceived StabilityStability↑ DirectSubjective groundedness self-report
Baseline MoodStability↑ DirectPre-event vulnerability factor
Sleep QualityStability↑ DirectPhysiological resilience substrate
Recovery TimeRecovery↓ InvertedLogarithmic scale; shorter = more equanimous; max 240 min
Rumination DurationRecovery↓ InvertedLogarithmic scale; perseverative cognition post-event; max 24 hrs
Real-time AwarenessMetacognitive↑ DirectObserver capacity during activation
Post-event InsightMetacognitive↑ DirectIntegration and meaning-making quality
Cognitive FlexibilityMetacognitive↑ DirectReframe capacity in-moment
CatastrophizingMetacognitive↓ InvertedDegree of worst-case ideation
Anticipatory AnxietyStability↓ InvertedEqual weight within Stability domain (÷4 average)
Equanimity Index
Strengths & Areas of Attention
Notable Patterns
Contextual Factors